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Tuesday, December 22, 2009
I started to realize that I'm actually scared of it. I thought nothing much about it and thought that things will go back to normal soon. But I realize how scared I am of it now. I don't really know how to describe how I feel when placed in that particular situation. It's a mixture of feeling uneasy, helpless, hesitant, disgusting, stupid and so much more.
I know I shouldn't be scared of it. I mean it ain't that big a thing to be fearful of. But it really affects me now. And I realize that this fear affects them negatively too. And who am I to let this fear affect others?
What sucks also is that I used to love being placed in such a situation. The challenge gets me all hyped up. Upon successful completion, the level of fulfillment within is just indescribable, knowing that you've just succeeded with God's help.
I know I shouldn't be scared of it. I mean it ain't that big a thing to be fearful of. But it really affects me now. And I realize that this fear affects them negatively too. And who am I to let this fear affect others?
What sucks also is that I used to love being placed in such a situation. The challenge gets me all hyped up. Upon successful completion, the level of fulfillment within is just indescribable, knowing that you've just succeeded with God's help.
Labels: useless toot.
- at 7:50 AM
Thursday, December 17, 2009
Club Med Pictures!!!!!
Had a really great time with Uncle Sam!
Nua-ing on the bed when we first arrived (:
Sissy was cam-whoring and I stuck my face into the photo without her realising!
Jump-shot
Badminton Shots follows.
Soccer! See me with the ball? Feels good to play outfield once in a while again.
Trapeze
Hanging upside down!
Baby Elliot! Ultimate cuteness I swear!
He kept putting his whole hand into his mouth before trying to stuff it into mine! heheh.
This was one of the few times when he turned away from his parents and refused to let me go (: Love him!
Labels: Memories
- at 4:07 AM
Thursday, December 3, 2009
I'm feeling like shit.
Yeah so my family is going away for a trip. It's my dad's 50th birthday and I can't be there with him. It sucks much. I really do want to be there with him.
Yeah I might get some freedom as ppl might put it, but then again, he's my father. I wanna be there to celebrate with him, and it sucks that he's sad (he really is) and it's making me feel so damn guilty. I love my dad. I really do.
I LOVE MY DAD.
We quarrel and argue, and I'm definitely not the best daughter one can have, yet he still loves me a whole lot, I know that for sure.
Arrgh.
Sorry daddy.
The next few days, I'm just gonna focus on training hard for soccer, and studying hard for stupid tests when school reopen.
Yeah so my family is going away for a trip. It's my dad's 50th birthday and I can't be there with him. It sucks much. I really do want to be there with him.
Yeah I might get some freedom as ppl might put it, but then again, he's my father. I wanna be there to celebrate with him, and it sucks that he's sad (he really is) and it's making me feel so damn guilty. I love my dad. I really do.
I LOVE MY DAD.
We quarrel and argue, and I'm definitely not the best daughter one can have, yet he still loves me a whole lot, I know that for sure.
Arrgh.
Sorry daddy.
The next few days, I'm just gonna focus on training hard for soccer, and studying hard for stupid tests when school reopen.
- at 6:46 AM
Friday, November 27, 2009
School is finally over. Somehow it doesn't feel like it though. There was no hype or anything yesterday although it was the last day of school. :(
Anyway, I'm just happy cause we're gonna have more trainings and I'm looking forward to it. (:
Today was good. Went out with Ah Seen ee ee and the sister. Watched A Christmas Carol which was really scary. Had awesome food to eat too! Happy happy!
Anyway, I'm just happy cause we're gonna have more trainings and I'm looking forward to it. (:
Today was good. Went out with Ah Seen ee ee and the sister. Watched A Christmas Carol which was really scary. Had awesome food to eat too! Happy happy!
- at 7:23 AM
Thursday, November 26, 2009
I'm so glad to have agreed. Yeah there are times when I look at say "I should be up there. I want to do this. I want to do that." But frankly, this is what I believe God has planned for me to do. This is something I enjoy. And I will always be grateful for this opportunity.
- at 6:05 AM
Thursday, November 5, 2009
I miss my favourite girl a lot.
The last time we met up was a long long long time ago. We are gonna meet up soon to go to the Zoo for a day of fun. I can't wait to see her. Cause she is always falling sick and I needa make sure she is taking care of herself!
Me plus you, I'm a tell you one time
Me plus you, I'm a tell you one time
Me plus you, I'm a tell you one time
One Time
One Time
When I met you girl my heart went knock knock
Now them butterflies in my stomach wont stop stop
And even though it's a struggle love is all we got
So we gonna keep keep climbin till the mountain top
Your world is my world
And my fight is your fight
My breath is your breath
And your heart (I got my)
Your my One love
My one heart
My one life for sure
Let me tell you one time (girl I love, girl I love you)
I'm a tell you one time (girl I love, girl I love you)
And I'm a be your one guy
You'll be my #1 girl always makin time for you
I'm'a tell you one time (girl I love, girl I love you)
I'm'a tell you one time (girl I love, girl I love you)
You look so deep
You know that it humbles me
Your by my side and troubles them don't trouble me
Many have called but the chosen is you
Whatever you want shawty I'll give it to you
Your world is my world
And my fight is your fight
My breath is your breath
And your heart (I got my)
Your my One love
My one heart
My one life for sure
Let me tell you one time (girl I love, girl I love you)
I'm a tell you one time (girl I love, girl I love you)
And I'm a be your one guy
You'll be my #1 girl always makin time for you
I'm'a tell you one time (girl I love, girl I love you)
I'm'a tell you one time (girl I love, girl I love you)
Shawty right there
She's got everything I need and I'm a tell her one time
One Time, One Time
Give you everything you need down to my last dime
She makes me happy
I know where I'll be
Right by your side cuz she is the one
And girl
The last time we met up was a long long long time ago. We are gonna meet up soon to go to the Zoo for a day of fun. I can't wait to see her. Cause she is always falling sick and I needa make sure she is taking care of herself!
Me plus you, I'm a tell you one time
Me plus you, I'm a tell you one time
Me plus you, I'm a tell you one time
One Time
One Time
When I met you girl my heart went knock knock
Now them butterflies in my stomach wont stop stop
And even though it's a struggle love is all we got
So we gonna keep keep climbin till the mountain top
Your world is my world
And my fight is your fight
My breath is your breath
And your heart (I got my)
Your my One love
My one heart
My one life for sure
Let me tell you one time (girl I love, girl I love you)
I'm a tell you one time (girl I love, girl I love you)
And I'm a be your one guy
You'll be my #1 girl always makin time for you
I'm'a tell you one time (girl I love, girl I love you)
I'm'a tell you one time (girl I love, girl I love you)
You look so deep
You know that it humbles me
Your by my side and troubles them don't trouble me
Many have called but the chosen is you
Whatever you want shawty I'll give it to you
Your world is my world
And my fight is your fight
My breath is your breath
And your heart (I got my)
Your my One love
My one heart
My one life for sure
Let me tell you one time (girl I love, girl I love you)
I'm a tell you one time (girl I love, girl I love you)
And I'm a be your one guy
You'll be my #1 girl always makin time for you
I'm'a tell you one time (girl I love, girl I love you)
I'm'a tell you one time (girl I love, girl I love you)
Shawty right there
She's got everything I need and I'm a tell her one time
One Time, One Time
Give you everything you need down to my last dime
She makes me happy
I know where I'll be
Right by your side cuz she is the one
And girl
- at 6:27 AM
Thursday, October 29, 2009
Yesterday's OP dry run was okay la. Still not good enough for sure, considering that we only had time to prepare the script in less than one day and we didn't even get the chance to practice together. But it was definitely a huge improvement from the previous one. The skit and the video definitely made things more lively. And delphine was just awesome man. I think we can make it la if we practice a hell lot together. We need to have some "kids central voice" as Andrew would put it.
I started to realize that I was probably not treasuring certain people in my life well enough. Yeah I talk to them, I play with them, have great times with them, but that doesn't necessarily equate to treasuring them. More has to be done in order to treasure them, in order to let them have greater importance in my life. I mean I don't wanna lose them and wonder what could have been had I treasured them more.
AND!!
I needa get my life back on track with regards to studies and God. More needs to be done. I love Him, I know how faithful He has been to me. And I know there is so much more that I can offer to Him. With regards to studies, the holidays cannot be wasted. I'm gonna use it to work my ass off for Math and Bio.
I started to realize that I was probably not treasuring certain people in my life well enough. Yeah I talk to them, I play with them, have great times with them, but that doesn't necessarily equate to treasuring them. More has to be done in order to treasure them, in order to let them have greater importance in my life. I mean I don't wanna lose them and wonder what could have been had I treasured them more.
AND!!
I needa get my life back on track with regards to studies and God. More needs to be done. I love Him, I know how faithful He has been to me. And I know there is so much more that I can offer to Him. With regards to studies, the holidays cannot be wasted. I'm gonna use it to work my ass off for Math and Bio.
- at 7:52 PM